It's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

10 years together; she is much like my mum, i named her my second mother. It seems like she was never away from my life before, she's always here, here around me. Now, it time, its time she leave. I don't know what it will be like in the future. I don't want to know either. The thought of it is just so emotional. The last time she left, i cried 4 days straight. I don't know how to do without her. She is already part of my life.

12 more days; i might just turn crazy!

Another; leaving in 2 days time for 2 months. Scared? Worried? You bet! But i'm excited for her. Hope she will take care herself ;/ First time going for so long. 2 months, bloody hell! 2 month is a freaking long time, for me. One person less to talk about my daily life and secrets. :( Not happy at all. I want to fast forward the time, to the day she'd arrive & i'd be at the airport waiting with excitement all ready to give her our 3 usual hugs and a kiss. ;)

The two closest people in my life, the sadest part of my life.